Silent Mode

Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone. Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I run away and hide from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me. And I don't know what to do. I just know that pain I felt it's hurting ten time more. I'm often silent when I am screaming inside. She's not the kind of girl who likes to tell the world about the way she feels about something.